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Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Happy Birthday Stacia!! Yea I know again =)

Emo post coming right up!

Do not continue reading if you don't want to waste precious minutes of your life on my post.

I woke up with a tear track on my face, and forgot what I dreamt about. It must have been about something I've failed. Because I'm usually strong and I usually don't cry.

I took bus home from Serangoon interchange today. On my journey home, I saw a maid. She was running and waving an umbrella wildly. Running for the bus maybe? I thought to myself. As my bus move, I saw this girl waving for the maid to come. When the maid was at her side, panting. She opened up the umbrella and carried the girl's bag. Damn you, spoilt.

What is exactly wrong with young teens this days. If she her maid could run all the way to the bus stop for her. Why cant she just walk home herself?
I cant seem to get a hold of myself. I cant even explain what goes on around me. When I'm on the bus, looking out of the window, a million things just flash through my head. My mistakes, failures, things that I usually refuse to think about. I know that I've learnt from all my mistakes, did I? But its too late to change and now its time to walk away.

I tried, trying so hard to be what I'm used to be. Trying to do all I can, not to take things for granted. Sometimes I really don't understand why I thought I had all the time in the world to see you for a while.. just for a lil while. Too caught up in my own life I guess, didn't see the pain you hid with your faint smile. When its right in front of our eyes now, we'll just think that it'll be there forever.

Wish I could turn back the hands of time and find out what went wrong. But maybe this is meant to be. Its so hard for me to say, but goodbye.

Peace Out Home Dawg!
10:24 PM

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2009 Resolution!
Get into college
Do well in academics(3 As for olvls?)
L1R5 15. Be multi-linguistic
Be consistent in my shooting scores
~~Hit 380~~
Diving Course.. Anyone interested?
Get back to piano
Part-time job after Olvls
Tab "Angel","Superhuman","YTS" by ear.
Wants
Macbook pro!
Get tanner
~~Classical guitar~~
~~Electric guitar~~
~~New acoustic guitar~~
~~Ukulele~~
Cajon
Play the guitar even better
Learn to play the Saxophone
Get a driving license
Get a diving license
A bigger room
That headphone
Have more dicipline
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Credits

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