SCREWED UP
yes i'm screwed up right at the moment.. mentally.. i have 3 blooody test tmr.. and ppl cant stop asking me to go for training.. what the heck? is a gold medal that important?! if i were to choose.. studying for 3 class test or going for training.. the choice would be obvious isnt it? its olvls this year man! and i'm so lagging behind alr..
like how many lessons have i missed just for training..i'm alr missing an entire day of lessons on fri is that not enough lesson missed for me!? its OLVLS bloody heck its freakin OLVLS it concerns my darn future the rest of my life! and i will not be shooting for the rest of my life am i?! screw you!
alright.. this explains my mood before recess.. awful.. but thank god i didnt screw my practical up.. its was easy!super! probably the easiest i've ever done.. alright i'll stop bragging who knows i might just fail it because i plotted smt wrongly.. touchwood..
and for those that had some careless mistake.. dont think bout it anymore there 2 more spas to go..
i actually found history interesting today.. hmm lols.. mayb i should consider studying for history during olvls.. i've actually gave up hope on history and thank god i have another humanity to back me up.. thank god!
finally had the time to buy some pens today.. yea i know it sounds stupid.. i brought 4 pens just the beginning of the year and almost all 4 of them ran outta ink alr.. what can you infer from this? omgosh lijing is soo hard working =) pop cards are for ah mei! yes, no por-bem "D
omgosh i love lamb steak.. its best thing ever.. i ate 3 lamb steaks at couz hse yesterday.. and lots of veg.. i love veg too.. lols.. ok thats random..
peace around the world for generations!
tags!
alicia: yes 3 more days to chocolate!
jaiden: yea.. i'm dead too i havent done the e learning thing.. lols
shermaine: yes i am.. thanks!
10:23 PM
i really should be doing ss now, but doing SBQ without motivation is really CMI. but thats not the point for today..
had tuition in the morning and watched a movie after that.. its called The "H" file a korean movie about a perverted killer..
ok anws went off to sim ming ave to "shao mu" everything was done in a rush.. and it was raining pigs and cows making things more difficult for us. by the time everything was done it was alr 4 my pants was drenched and i'm suppose to reach safra by 4.10.. there was a SSA monthly.. so rushed home to change and dry myself with mom driving me around since sis's bf got into an accident with her car..
so it was rush rush rush again.. getting suited up registering dah dee dah.. TRIED settling myself down and TRIED to concentrate.. but sadly i cant with so many things in my mind that wasnt supposed to be inside.. so the score was expected.. 382.. didnt even wait for the score to come out before going off but coach had to sms me the scores.. great..
shit.. i'm so disappointed with myself.. i cant do the right thing at the right time.. like now its 11.13pm now and i'm still blogging when i'm supposed to do my SS.. great! just great! arh! i need to manage my time better.. seriously!
cant wait for the nationals to be over.. and 1 part of my many heavy burdens would be lifted off my shoulders.. how i wish someone is able to help me.. arh!!
11:01 PM
I LOVE 4 PEACE 09!
love this class.. cant stand it!
alright so it was the tchoukball interclass today.. and the worst thing did happen..
shit i cant stop eating the honey dew right beside me..
ok anw we got 2nd placing.. love's 1st and i cant rmb whose 4th or 3rd..
but with the amount of extra training they got.. no doub they will come in first..
alright i should show some sportsmanship and stop being a sore loser and stop pushing the blame to others..
ok i'm serious now.. please dont blame yourself or anything because we lost the game.. by 3 points.. if there's anyone to blame it'll be me alright? i missed all the balls.. but its just a friendly match anw.. theres another one coming up.. softball!!
we've showed awesome team spirit this hot afternoon.. right?
the next competition to be worried and nervous for is the one next fri.. on 3rd of april!(pls rmb this date)
this is the day i've been training for the past 3 years.. aiming for perfection.. though the C/Bgirls pistol didn't win anything.. but you guys did do your best out there right? esp joanne.. congratson getting a NATIONAL RANKING OF 5TH OUT OF THE ENTIRE SINGAPORE FOR THE C GIRLS.. IS THAT AWESOME OR WHAT?!
coach wants me to aim for a 390 during the nationals.. and it'll be possible if the nationals is a 10 months away and i'm training the way i am right now.. and yea.. MAYBE i'll get a 390.. who knows? mayb i'll just fall and break my leg while changing homeroom next week..
and speaking bout next week. stacia's gonna call me cute fot the whole of next week hah! its our lil promise xD
just hope that we'll win smt for the nationals.. =) i've put my heart and soul during training.. ok busy weekend ahead..
adios!
PEACE AROUND THE WORLD FOR GENERATIONS!
10:31 PM
OH EMM GEE!!!
like the most embarrassing thing happened to me today!! alright before i go into that.. i shall blog alil first..
one day the sun was blazing hot and... alright stop being a pri sch kid.. shit i really think i have ADD i keep doing things like that..ok i'll be more focused now.. =)
alright so on a particular day on our way out/back home i cant rmb which.. my mom asked me out of the blue.. "what do you want to be when your grow up" so automatically i replied "forensic scientist" and i couldnt stop myself from continuing about the qualifications for the course in uni.. which include having a bachelor degree..
and she went on "what if you failed to be one.."
when i heard that.. i was speechless i havent thought of a back up plan at all.. and what if i failed.. nope i don wanna be an accountant neither do i want to be a farmer.. this made me wonder.. i have no idea at all..
so i told jenn bout this.. and she gave me a really encouraging advice.. i even saved the msg lols..
:: lijing :: Disgusting Ass Wiggling Goblins!! says:
i dont have a back up plan at all..
Jenn-nn-nn-nn says:
yep thats it. with someone as confident as you having a back up plan, you will definitely fall back on it. =]
:: lijing :: Disgusting Ass Wiggling Goblins!! says:
lols.. i dont think i'm confident.. not at all..
Jenn-nn-nn-nn says:
-.-!!! <--thats you
this is the most encouraging this that someone have ever said to me.. i was totally taken back by it.. this actually came out of her mouth.. literally.. hmm but its still good to have a back up plan right?
alright moving on...
today was totally.. bwoa!!
i went to safra in during physics practical.. got rdy dah dee dah..
in front of my was the so awesome gladys.. we shot bout an hr and half before getting exhausted.. she took off her suit and because i wanted to continue shooting after a short rest i fell back onto the chair.. and i really mean fell back i lean backwards and let gravity do it job into letting me slam on the chair with the suit on..
so after a while i've rested enough and wanted to resume shooting.. tried to stand up.. but UNFORTUNATELY i couldnt.. rmb me saying that the new suit was so stiff that i cant even move? i tried throwing myself off the chair, gladys trying to pull me up and i went like..
" i cant get up!!" - -''
so i told her to unzip my pants and yay!! i finally got up and told her to zip my pants back for me.. and FYI.. the zip is not near my groin for you sick assholes..
and it went it.. "zzzzzzz...oh shit.. the zip came out" LOLS!
kelly came to the rescue!! yay! yeah right..
"you.. walk that w/o moving your leg and lie down there"
and so that was what i did.. reached the stairs with a row of 5-7 greenridge shooters staring at me waiting for the show to being.. and again i cant lie down like what i always do on my bed.. i had to fall forward.. right in front of them..
looking up i had like 7 pairs of eye balls looking at me.. lols shit! its was so freakin embarrassing.. ahh!! it looked something like this..
yea..embarrassing~
alright.. anyone interest in buying a 2GB apple ipod shuffle for SDG$90? leave a tag!
peace out home dawg!
yea..
7:08 PM
hmm havent been replying tags lately..
alicia: yea i know i know relax..
i think it was close to 2 years ago.. when my hair was still straight.. lols
geraint: "mrs man"??
kp: yea cause she's weird..
sandy: lols! jack sparrow's eyes doesnt pops out.. should be captain hook.. i think..
yilin: yea its a great show.. see.. told you that you're obsessed with me ^^
alright thats it man.. gonna miss round 4 hrs of lessons this week to train at safra.. especially tmr..goona miss physics practical and its SPA next week.. hell yea.. wish me luck guys!
10:14 PM
HOLIDAY BLUES
I'm sure you have holiday blues
cause you need go back SHOOT
early in the morning training for shooting
Despite being holidays
we still have so much work to do
its not fun at all
cause its all homework to do..
"music is a vehicle... let it drive you to freedom, clarity, and beauty"
Music is the universal way of communicating
Music is the reason why i'm here
Music is LOVE
-AJ Rafael.. i think
if i'm ever gonna make a tee shirt,a poster,a banner, or what ever advertorial kinda thing.. one of those.. or both.. will definitely be printed on..
so i guess its the end of the march holidays.. ah.. i'm tired.. no.. exhausted.. i havent got a good rest at all.. waking up early in the morning to train is nuts.. but i'm seeing improvement in scores..
achieving a higher and more consistent score.. so my efforts did pay off... i hope... and pray that i will not crash during this period of time.. at least not on the 3rd of april..
i havent been studying this holiday too.. bad bad bad.. but i'm tired! darn it douchebag! argh.. alright stop whining cryster.. fine i'll shut the hell up.. but.. come to think of it.. isnt whining and complaining the whole purpose of having a blog?
alright.. so i went for bc yesterday.. but guess what? "what?" theres no class at all.. great.. so i wondered round tanglin mall.. and its the worst place to go wondering around because the things you wonder about aint the things you hope to wonder for so you'll end up wondering why you wonder why you wonder why.. ok thats.. lame - -''
then it was training again today.. matching shoes! haha.. inside joke.. oh and i got to wear a new suit today.. which sucked.. because its so stiff.. i cant even feel my hips.. and could hardly move about.. and ended up with bruises when training ends.. because the super high cut pants keep cutting/rubbing against my ribs..
and it was off to church.. i've only been to i think 6 churches in my entire life.. including the one i went today.. my aunt's,my friend's,my sister's,yilin's/stacia's,and the 2 other in japan.. i love the churches in japan.. its so.. beautiful..
heres a picture....
the the stone thing behind is the church.. its awesome.. and we werent allowed to take pictures inside so too bad.. just know that its awesomely beautiful..
note: sorry i wasnt smiling... BECAUSE when the sun shine we'll shine together! JUST KIDDIN.. i just woke up from the long ride up the hill.. yup the church was up on the hill..
anywayzz.. the service today was good.. at least i listen through the entire talk by the pastor. =) made new friends.. i think.. lols.. but i forgot her name alr.. the 1st impression she gave me was the green shirt one!! lols! (sry another inside joke)
i've been posting pictures of my "accumulated" overseas photos.. alright just 2.. only when sudden subjects makes me link them up together.. "D
alright.. lights off! *clap clap*
10:40 PM
Applause fades away
Trophies gather dust
Winners will soon be forgotten..
wow.. the last episode of "perfect cut" (correct me if i'm wrong) really struck me hard.. esp the scene where the kids in the village started chasing after Alex when he left the village on a bike..
it reminded me of my days in Kunming,China doing my Community Work.. it was really awesome.. like totally.. it was our last day at the village's school.. and we all left the village on a giantic truck that had all 20 of us on the back.. when we drove off.. the children there just kept chasing after us on foot.. it was really touching.. my eyes were brimming with tears(nope i wasnt crying) when i saw that scene.. those flashing back just came back to me like almost instantly..
i just felt like posting this "D
alright so i had training in the morning.. omg i think i'm going PJ.. i cant focus on something for too long.. my vision will start blurring out and i will start tearing.. what is happening to me?! it was never like that.. shit i'm scared..
ok but the important thing is.. i've been informed of the date of my competition.. its on the 3rd of April.. Thank God Its Friday which means that i wont be missing too many lessons in school..
The really important thing is my competition starts on 3rd April and it also ends on that day.. so.. you guys know what i mean right?? right?? right??
HINT HINT: i've been lacking caffeine in my blood lately "D
ok my mom said that i've getting fat.. - -'' time to get my abs pumping! no more slacking Cryster Lim LJ.. get it? i've been sleeping everywhere.. on the bus.. in the car.. and on the bed(duh~)
the moment i reach home..BHAM.. i'm asleep.. on any comfortable spots i can rest on.. why? shooting is really mentally draining though it does not require much physical fitness like playing the netball or basketball.. i know i've been saying this for the 1001th time but i'm still gonna saying it..
alrighty tmr:
training in the morning
BC in the afternoon
11:26 PM
omg i'm super exhausted.. woke up at 6 this morning planning and alr planned not to disturb my mom and go to safra myself.. but.. i heard rain drops hitting against my window so.. yea.. lols.. i just "rested" my eyes for another 30mins^^
went back to sch after training.. to collect some "pellets card"...lols!.. ok nvm..and return sandy her tank..
after that.. i literally combed the whole of orchard for that album.. "Enter The Dru" like omgosh this is the first time i actually go around looking for an album instead of the usual ripping it off the net.. why? because i cant find any - -''
alright so i saw alicia and the rest along citylink.. a quick chat before i realize that:
alicia and cherilyn = elsa and elsy.. ^^
but anyway it was a wasted trip to the HMV there anyway.. they said that they stop the production/selling of the album 8 years ago.. i am sad D"
i cant get jenn or frey to go look for that old album for me and send it across the world to my doorstep b/c it just dont feel right.. right? i've been asking too much from you guys alr..
so.. ah.. not sure if i can trust those on sales on ebay.. but few of them offers shipping it to singapore..
alright.. this is kinda like.. a really retarded post..
6am tmr again!
10:53 PM
yilin: wow! you're the first person that say that my blog's an interesting read.. honoured
alicia: yea china.. lols.. of course! i wont miss the chance of having the best candy ever..
stacia: lols.. er.. chem and maths..
alright just a quick update gonna wake up at 6am tmr..
yea! i've finished all my homework.. fine not all i didn't finish math.. like 3 quarters through..
and i've been spending my entire day looking for a song sang by woody from Dru Hill.. its an awesome song.. i rmb listening to it on a radio once and i really like it.. but i didn't know the title of the song then.. until yesterday night when randolph posted a cover of that song on youtube..
i was like.. "WOW!" its an amazing song.. really.. i was touched by the lyrics..
Girl its been so long, since I held you in my arms,
so i picked up a pen and paper, and decided to write you a song.
Things just ain't the same, since you took your love away,
all i have is dark and lonely days 'cause the sun dont shine my way.
Wish that I could find the words to say to show you love is real,
but words just cant express the way i feel..
i'm so in love with the song now.. ^^
alright gtg now..
peace around the world for generations!
10:55 PM
I'm obsessed over twilight.. Nope not the one with vampires.. but the song.. the melodic tune of it.. simply amazing.. i can only play the intro of the song though..
i have had a dozen of things on my mind to blog about 1 min ago but it seems all empty now.. i cant seem to get myself to concentrate and focus.. even when i'm shooting.. its just like.."bham!" rifle down.. cocked.. insert pellet "BHAM!" one more time.. it all seems so lifeless.. tired perhaps? most probably..
just hope that this competition will end soon.. then i'll go swimming round the chocolate pool and singing to that horrendous song "chocolate rain"
i've complied a few songs into a medley today.. so.. yea.. but i need some adjustments.. not good enough..
a relative of mine is here at my house.. and the thing is.. she's from china.. i'm like what?! i have a relative from china!? but the thing is i dont even know how she's related to me.. oh and i dont think she can speak chinese but i think she can understand it.. yea duh~ she's from china - -'' ok i'm talking like i'm racist against my own race.. hello i'm chinese! A Singaporean-Chinese.. yes note the Singaporean infront..
so we're kinda.. short of rooms now.. and theres a high probability that i'll be sleeping on the couch tonight again.. and P(getting aches all over my body)=5/6
why 6? head,2arms,2legs,back..
why 5? my head would not ache..
eh.. but it aches sometimes.. as in headache yea yea? Get it? ok this is getting no where =)
i shall finish all my hols assignments tmr!
peace around the world for generations!!
PS. my house stinks of durain!!
10:45 PM
Sooo.. i'm bloggin again cause i cant sleep and mom isnt here to pull me away from the laptop so.. yea..
physics tmr.. and i have no idea what to bring.. cant even rmb if chin gave us anything new..
we're playing tchoukball(spellin?) tmr!! but my knee's hurting again.. could hardly walk just now.. but i'm not telling mom.. or she'll make a big fuss over it again.. like the over time when i had a headache for like 5 consecutive days close to a week.. thats when i said i had a tumour in my head.. wow.. you have no idea..
alright i'm getting sleepy alr.. nights!
11:14 PM
tags!
stacia: lols dont argue! its the best!!
abigail: no use haha.. tried mascara too xDD
yilin: whoa.. sorry lurh..
alright i figured that it'll take ages to gather all the photos together.. so here's the class retreat post part II(right?) ok.. and again its not the details but more on how i feel bout the retreat..
first of all i want to thank the class committee that spent hours trying to make this a memorable retreat for the entire class.. but due to some limits of the weather,trainers,pms,teachers,safety precautions,dah dee dah dee dah.. it wasnt the best retreat.. at least not a really memorable one..
yea but never the less i did have fun.. and bonded with ppl that i have nv thought i will ever talked to as a friend.. and became closer with those that are alr a friend of mine..
thats the best part of the camp..
to me.. i have no idea how the teachers or trainers or whoever that suggested kickboxing have any idea how it will bond all of us together.. i can go on all day arguing bout this but i wont cause it might offend some ppl..
peace guys
actually everything was great until kickboxing.. (yes i have and is having issues with kick boxing)..
day at sentosa was great.. alright not really.. it was AWESOME! yea.. found out how much i love frisbee.. its really fun, but i dont regret leaving the Distractors though.. i seriously have too much to do and 24hrs a day aint enough for me.. just look at how much shooting is doing to me.. i doubt i'll ever hit or score anywhere near 387 ever again..
alright this post is getting all emo and stuff but i dont really care.. this space is suppose to be somewhere one can write things off one's mind.... right?
so yea back to sentosa.. frisbee was great so is volley ball, so i guess shooting's really not my kind of sport.. golf and bowling too, those that need extreme concentration.. gosh..
alright.. i'm getting off topic now again.. I DO NOT HAVE ADD..
they buried nurul in sand.. added giantic boobs for her.. then few of us played frisbee against 4love.. haha fun fun fun!
had dinner at vivo and some of them played in the pee-ed pool some even bathed in it.. gross..
went back to the bunks and talked through the night with stacia,mehh,nurul and eunice after running out of the hall thanks to saw IV(right yilin?)
so training today.. was exhausted.. like serially.. then slept all the way till dinner =]
sleeping is addictive!
peace out home dawg!!
8:23 PM
sandy: hahaha.. your num shirt stinks now! xD i'll let you have it back like that.. since my sweat is so valuable.. like the gazette bassist(??) banana.. ^^
stacia: fats seller..
abigail: cause i have rebonded eyelashes.. and i'm cute! "D
BACK!
like.. serially.. i wont even pay 90 cents for the 2nd day of the camp..
but nevertheless day 1 was awesome.. bonded with quite a few ppl whom i hardly talked to.. had a great workout.. and scared the hell outta myself with the first 10mins of Saw VI.. i think VI is 4 if i'm not wrong..
lot of photos! shall post em up when i have the time.. i'm a busy woman you know ^^
i as supposed to have a shoot today but apparently no one informed me.. so yea.. i'll be training tmr..
so day 2 sucked.. because of bloody menses.. and also i cant stand the kickboxing trainers.. so i became the photographer of the day.. taking unglam photos of them kickboxing xD haha.. then i was supposed to be the tele match but the sun was too hot according to dorothy..
so we waited for the clouds to cover the sun.. and we were like yay! we're going to the BEST PARK EVER..SEMBAWANG PARK WOO~!
the whole cohort happily strolled to sembawang park and yay! there was too much cloud.. that it became dark and started raining!! awesome isnt it? so 4 peace seeked shelter under a shelter - -''.. when the rain subsided we walked back to the camp side.. Mrs chua was there and she gave us talk.. and a last prayer =] ok she's not dying..
then we had water bomb!! ok not we.. they.. took pictures again haha.. then it was bbq! fun fun fun! apart from the sentosa trip bbq was the best we didn't do much but it felt fun.. lols.. weird i know..
took a bathe then went for the movie marathon from 10pm i think all the way till 5am in the morning.. lols.. sleep through halfway though..breakfast at 8.. then home sweet home!!
alright this is very brief.. more details when i get all the pics.. then it'll be like a "photo journal" because i cant think of what to write now without something to refer to..
alright so i went home.. took a bite.. a bathe and a dump and slept from 12pm-9pm.. had dinner and slept from 1am till 12pm again.. but i'm still feeling exhausted.. cant even concentrate in bc..
oh wells the more i slept the more tired i'm feelin..
chilli crab here i come!
7:39 PM
Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar..
awesome!
alright so today's the grand finale of the 2-days career talk.. i've found i want to be =) which can get me bout 6K per month.. and the pay increases as i progress.. the start off pay would be around 5K.. not bad eh..
so tmr will be the 4E/5N class retreat.. i dont feel exceptionally excited for it.. a part of me just wanna stay at home and have a good rest from the awfully horrendous term..
but anyways.. it'll be good to be out in the sun! thats what i love!
Sss- Suunnn- Sunnnnieee Srooms! hhahaa.. ok nvm inside joke =)
alright so dont miss me guys!
TAGS!!
Alicia: yesh i'm absolutely serial.. and lets just say you love me too much yea?
kp: lols of course.. yea must remove.. (lots of juniors are comin to my blog.. from what i've heard anyway) =)
yilin: aww.. too late.. i'm sellin it to sandy.. haha.. 90 bucks!
mehh: yea and i'll take the prize xDD
ps. Dont miss me guys!!
11:45 PM
sry i'm blogging again.. i'm bored.. saw this on vickies blog.. sooo...
1.What's the connection between you & the last person who called you?
- Friend
-Then i would be defeating the purpose of having a cell phone..
3.What happened @ 10am today?
-Shooting at Safra, participating in the SSA monthly..
4.When did you last cry?
- Yesterday.
5.What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-Just eat it raw straight from the jar!
6.What do you want in your life right now?
-Lotsa things.. You'll not see the end of the post if i name it all..
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
-Either.. Or i'll just walk in the rain.. Bringing myself closer to nature =)
8.Whats your favorite thing to do on your bed?
-What do you think ^^
haha.. play the guitar..sing..read..sleep
9.Whose the last person that you last chatted with on the net?
-Godfrey,Nick,Jenn.. we were having a group conversation
10.What is the nicest text in your inbox says?
-Yah,For you :)
11.Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
-Why would i wanna do such a thing?
12.Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
-Wearing? No.. But i "borrowed" a tube of sweets from someone and "accidentally" finished it..
13.What was the last movie you caught?
-Er.. I re-watched Casino Royal..
14.What are you proud of?
-Myself.. Well i hope mom and dad are actually proud of me.. hmm
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
-Off course lor IM LOUIS LE lol.. Wah even my bb senior say your eyes small lol damn joke..
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
-Switchfoot-You
-Loads of em
18. What does your last received text message say?
-than chem file can don use the ring type anot..last year worksheet lost how
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
-No idea
20. Are you currently happy?
-Absolutely "D
21. Who gives you best advice?
-Godfrey? Okay he's advice doesnt really help much..
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-YES!! Definitely
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
-Mom :)
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
-Yes, STUDIES of course.. Its Olvl year you know..
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
-The Shooters
26. Do you wear toe socks?
-Nope
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-Mom
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
-Yes, but it doesn't matter.. Not at all..
29. What annoys you most in a person?
-People that are annoying =) and those who wear the shirt of an event they didn't go for..You know what i mean
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
-Hah.. nope..
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- Whats that?
32. What is the colour of your room?
-Very light milky green..
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
-NEVER.
34. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?
-What the hell?
35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
-Yours truly..
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
-Alicia? lols.. she hugs me everyday..
37. What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
-I don't have a crush period. Dont you think its stupid to have a crush?
38. Do you have a life?
-What... A... Question... - -''
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
-No, hello??!
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
-Yup, I dont need nobody to tell me what to do.. i have my own damn life..
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
-I cant rmb dreams..
42. Last time you smiled?
-When i read this question..
43. Have you changed this year?
-Definitely..
44. What are you listening to right now?
-Emily Elbert-In The Summertimes..
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
-Myself..
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
-Open and Close.. Who doesnt blink their eyes?
47. Is there a quote you live by?
-"Control the way you want things to achieve.. and not the other way round"
-Lijing "D
48.Do you want someone you can't have?
-Nope.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
-Yes, LOADS.. haha.. ok not really "loads".. just a few of the many amazing instrument man has ever made..
Playing:Classical/Acoustic/Electric Guitar,Bass,Ukulele,Cajon,Vocals..
Tried:Violin, Drums, Guzheng(Stop laughing at me)
Still trying:Piano
Gonna try:Saxaphone
50. What was the worst idea you've had this week?
-Eating Chocolate..
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
- Playing the guitar i guess
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
-Yup..
53. What song describe your love life?
- Superhuman-Gabe Bondoc
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
-haha
55. Who always makes you laugh?
- Many people makes me laugh.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
-Yes.
57. Are you blonde?
-lols! Nope! Thank God
58. What's your middle name?
-Always-Mistaken-For-Being-A-Foreigner
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
-A lot of things..
60. What do you think you are like?
-A Living Person..
61. Who will you choose to die with?
-No one.. No one.. No one~ Can get in the way of what i'm feelin..
62.Where have you been today?
-Safra,Yishun
63. What game do you play often?
-Guitar.. Shooting..
64. Who are you missing right now?
-Someone..
65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
-Depends..
66. What are you doing right now?
-Typing!
67. Which primary school are you from?
-Kuo Chuan
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
-Red,White,Black
69. What emotion do you like to show?
-E is for emotional ruins everybody's day
M is for miserable people
O is for on the dark side!
Cause we have some fresh Cookies
Cookies~ woo!
70. What is life to you?
-To live it fully..
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-Punch the wall/Play the guitar/Listen to music
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
-Stacia
73. Who do you admire the most?
-Jesus.. I really do.
74. Which month are you born in?
-November
75. How are you feeling right now?
-Bored
76. What is the time now?
-9.50
77. Where are you now?
- In my room.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
-I dont dye my hair..
79. Why are you doing this test?
-Bored
80. What do you do when you're moody?
-Play the Guitar/Listen to music
81. At which age you wish to get marry?
-No idea.
82. Who is more important to you?
-What!?
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- 4 outta 10
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
-Myself
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
-Absolutely
86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-I dont really know.. To become a musician i guess? Yea thats a dream..
87. What is your goal for this year?
-Score well for Os and get into a JC
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
-Yes
89.What do you love?
-Me myself.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
-Give me a reason to say no.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
-Being annoyed
92. You cherish every single friendship of yours?
-Of course
93. Do you give out second chances too easily?
-Depends.. but i would say no.
94. Who cares for you the most?
-Mom and dad
95.How would you spend your money?
-Wisely..
96. What'll you bring when you fight?
-Intelligence
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-Living aimlessly..
98. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
- Care even more for myself..
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- Too bad for him then xD
100. What do you want now?
-Have a good bath =)
7:59 PM
zomgoodness
friday night was the day that i first laughed so hard at an email.. LOL
nope its not porn.. or any lame-forward-or-smt-bad-will-happen-to-you kinda email..
but!!
it all started when i decided to clear my mails after a week of not touching the laptop at all.. and i have like 50 over mails.. most of it was from
facebook.. I'VE BEEN TAGGED!! YAY! - -''
and some other really stupid mails..
then i saw smt..
a mail from miss ngui..(since ngui looks similar to nguyen..so...xD hey! i'm not obsess with her)
xxx Ngui "What Will You Defend?" online video contest
then i'm like.. oh.. must be a comment bout the video or smt.. or to inform us that the contest has ended and thank you for our participation dah di dah di dah..
so outta boredom.. i clicked it open..
"Thank you for taking part in the "What will you defend?" online video contest."
yea ok.. so.. i continue reading..
"I am pleased to inform you that you are one of our 12 lucky winners in our weekly lucky draw competition! You have won an Apple iPod Shuffle (2GB) worth $108 for your video submission and I will be providing you with more details on the prize collection in the next few weeks."
i'm like.. WHAT??!! LOL!!! ARE YOU SERIAL??!!
with the kinda shit video we made.. we won an ipod shuffle.. i just kept laughing at my monitor like some crazy woman.. xD
i mean like seriously.. lols.. its so unbelievable.. we've done 2 geog project so far and we've got prizes for both.. hahahhahaha
the power of song writing.. rmb? the punggol song and we each got 10$ .. and this time we wrote another song and we got an ipod shuffle..btw the video is up on youtube check it out.. "D
Joke!!
7:07 PM
alicia,libra,sandy: i just had a spasm of irritation.. couldnt really control it.. but i'm all better now! "D
libra: i'll just pretend that i'm exercising if my mom come in suddenly..
so anyway..
OH-EM-GEE.. You cant see me!
I'm blending in just like a pine tree.. tree?!
I am unseen, You can't see me cause
I'm a ninja, nin, ninja, ninja, nin, ninja!!!
omg it was really a hectic-cally-hectic-ly hectic week!!!now lets see..
mon:
lessons until 4
Chinese SRP till 5.30
emaths test next day..
tue:
E.maths test
lessons till 2.30
training till 6.30
physics test the next day
wed:
Physics test
lessons till 2.30
English SRP till 4.30
training till 8
reached home at 9
chem test the next day
thurs:
chem test
lessons till 2.30
E.maths SRP till 4.30
Amaths/chinese test the next day
fri:
Amaths/Chinese test
lessons till 1.10
training till 5.30
2 essays to hand up the next day..
sat:
BC till 3
SSA monthly the next day
sun:
SSA monthly 930 at safra..
tuition..
LOL.. cant stop laughing when i type this schedule out.. and after the march hols we only have 10 more weeks of studying then it will be the beginning of the mock exams.. 2 weeks of going through the papers.. then it will be the prelims.. another 2 weeks of going through the papers.. then TADAA.. Olvls here.. =)
but thank god theres a one week break next week.. hopefully it will be fun? yes it will be..
so yea.. emaths and physics results were not too bad i guess.. and training today was tiring.. shot w/o gloves and i ended up with blistered knuckles.. and there was cleaning up too..
alright gotta run now.. 2 essays to complete..
Peace around the world
For generations!!
10:12 PM
sandy: tsk tsk tsk.. die alr.. 2>3 and 3<2..>
jh: lols ya! super nervous then my hands keep trembling.. but lucky he nv look at me.. or mayb i was too nervous to even notice..
omg.. 2 days straight of studying.. mostly Amaths and Chem the 2 craziest subject..
i've download a couple of songs.. and i'm like super addicted to them now..
hectic schedule next week.. needa brace myself up.. because i think i'm going mad, losing my sanity.. was doing Amaths in my mom's room last night.. then i suddenly got frustrated.. not that i couldnt solve the sums.. on the contrast i could do everything.. went back to my room and a spasm of anger just shock my entire body.. was punching the bed then the wall then slammed my pillow on the floor and went back punching the wall..
now i know why ppl slit their wrist when they are venting their anger/frustration.. or when they are sad.. the physical pain can really take over the emotional frustration and i really felt better felt less frustrated at least.. but theres an aftermath to it.. my knuckles are aching today..
niways..
peace out home DAWG!!(Disgusting Ass Wiggling Goblins)
8:26 PM