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Saturday, May 31, 2008

GSS shoot today..

i forgot the bring my suit on my way there- -''.. called june and tell her to go herself.. cause i will be late.. then went back home to take my suit.. super sleepy when i got to CDANS.. lols.. the guys were still shooting.. then slack at the corner.. nth to do..

when its my detail suited up.. in a rush..- -'' then started dry firing.. when preparation time ended.. i suddenly realised i went to my lane without any pellets.. lOl.. damn retarded luh..

then shoot shoot shoot.. sightings totally sucked.. bang.. 4! kns.. took like 20 shots to sight back wasted LOTSA time.. bang.. 10 Oo.. much better

then started shooting.. not too bad.. when i'm at my 3rd series.. suddenly i heard some noise.. sounds like a girl trying very hard to breath after laughing.. i tried to ignore it.. but was FEEAKING irritated by that.. than i put my rifle down.. and stared at the ppl behind thinking that they are laughing..

then.. AYE? no one laughing.. instead they were looking at this girl at lane 16(i'm at lane 14 btw)then i look there.. WHA~! she crying like theres no tmr like that.. wha lao.. i trying very hard not to laugh.. lOl.. that the girl in front of me (lane 15) also kena shocked.. stare at her.. XD.. frm wat i see la.. i think she's not using her own rifle and her sightings were worsed than mine.. she can't seem to sight back.. then she started her competition shots.. and her shots were like.. so shitty.. thats why she cried..
wat.. a.. fool..

then she requested for another rifle.. so.. the shows over.. and this wasted LOTSA time again.. than i carried on shooting.. wha.. seriously la.. wats her problem man.. i mean its not her fault la.. wha lao.. keep sniffing leh.. wha lao.. i hold the rifle up.. then can hear her sniffing- -''

after awhile the sniffing stop.. and everyone was almost done.. i'm still at my 3rd series.. after that left with me and the crying girl.. after that she was done too! damn.. i was the only one left.. lol.. felt weird.. suddenly feel so empty.. cause when theres ppl around.. u can aually see the person infront and behind u at the corner of ur eyes.. so.. its like weird.. u see no one there..

waited for the burger man to come.. lol.. liek after eons.. he came! lol.. again.. kcp shooters are greedy.. we chiong to the food with our coupons.. lols..

then the results came out.. 371.. =) yay? not really satisfied though.. i expected like 372 or 373.. u might say.. wha lao.. 1 or 2 points nia.. oi.. fyi.. that is a lot alr ok?

1st series-->93
2nd series-->93
3rd series-->92
4th series-->93
avg score per card-->9.275
i'm ranked 1st for my detail.. =)
but i don't think we won anything..not sure.. didn't stay back for the prize presentation..

i promise u the photos will be up SOON..

Peace Out Home Dawg!
10:49 PM




Thursday, May 29, 2008

training today= intensive?(kinda)

shot 4 times today plus another time in suit.. and worst of all.. after removing the suit.. i was flooded with my own sweat.. my pants was wet.. my shirt was wet.. my ponytail was wet.. my face was RED!

got back my report book today?
sucks totally.. yes! totally.. percentage was like 61.7.. and pos was like 23?! can't go into a JC.. at least i don't think i'll be going after all.. JC=A-Z maths
BUT.. i can go into a poly and take some good courses

disappointed with myself..

I'M GOING TO START INTENSIVE STUDYING DURING JUNE HOLS!! not! - -''
i'm going to study.. BUT not intensively..like duh~! who will.. mayb someone that wears super high white socks with sandals to sch will study like that.. but thats not me..

i've been spending the whole after noon trying to upload pics.. but.. its very slow.. sry ar.. i'll start uploading the pics when the connection is better.. so sry peeps!

er.. stacia's b'day party tmr.. haven got her her present yet.. shall get it tmr..

oh!!! one more thing!!! u guys can't call me skinny anymore!! cause for the first time in my life.. i'm ACCEPTABLE alr!! yes.. after being underweight for 14+ yrs of my life..

Peace Out Home Dawg!
7:11 PM




Tuesday, May 27, 2008

yay i'm back! hx guys for keeping my blog alive "D yay haha

we had fun.. obviously.. so stop asking me the same question over and over again.. but honestly.. i think kunming is better than korea.. because we bonded better and we're more free to do things we wanted and no one was lefted out..

homestay was boring.. to me..BIG communication problem.. had to talk like really slowly to my buddy.. and they still don't catch it.. i don't blame them.. because if they speak like 0.0000000001mm/hr in korean.. i won't be able to understand too.. its like.. when we communicate.. in english.. we'll come to a point where she speaks halfway.. stone at me.. and takes her phone out for the dictionary.. and its kinda irritating.. and sometimes she'll speak english halfway and start pouring korean all over me..

BUT theres good times that we had fun.. when we play the guitar,bonding with her family and stuff.. she even cried when i left.. actually lottsa ppl cried too..

i really donno how koreans manage to eat the same meal everyday.. kimchi,seaweed,beansprout,did i mention kimchi?!

and again.. didin't really bonded with the YI peeps.. and theres this really irritating person in our group.. keeps whinning.. which is really irritating.. the guys were okay.. it was the last night where we actually talked to each other.. played murderer.. haha fun fun.. and snap.. again jiale keep winning.. last yr until now.. - -''

sorry jk that i didn't buy kimchi for u..
happy belated birthday to geraint..
happy belated birthday mr lim
happy belated birthday mr low
(we had a BIG SURPRISE for them.. mr koh pretended to scold us for wasting/playing with food.. and then we started singing a birthday song for them.. hah! mr low got a shock..XD)
happy birthday in advance to stacia..

pictures will be up soon soon soon.. "D

Peace Out Home Dawg!
5:16 PM




Monday, May 19, 2008

KIMCHI!! HERE I COME!!

korea tmr!! yay? i'm excited!! but not as excited when i went kun ming.. cause kun ming we go there longer and we go help ppl(see! i so good!) and korea,, go there to see their culture.. worst homestay..

yup.. got their presents alr.. 3 cute and cuddly merlion soft toy.. look far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far nicer than hon seng..

we took a long long long time to find it ok! we went plaza sing first.. watch maid of honour.. lols.. quite nice la.. lols.. funny.. and a lil romantic(?) kissing after every sentence.. XD
talk talk talk.. stop and stare at eah other..start smooching..stop and stare at each other again.. then start smooching again.. - -''

after that.. go find pork.. but don have the colour i wan.. sad.. then walked around.. jumping frm lvls to lvls.. and guess who we saw?! haha.. for me to know and for u to guess.. XD

then can't find any thing nice.. then we went far east.. bought the 2 merlions.. walked round.. saw wei ting? or is it yu ting? donnoe la.. and valerie and one more.. don noe how to spell her name..

after that trained back to j8 while alicia and cherilyn continued their shopping at tpy..

sch tmr! nights"D

Peace Out Home Dawg!
10:36 PM




Saturday, May 17, 2008

my friend totally sucks.. because of her.. i'm having freaky cramps now.. but.. lucky she's here at this time.. cause obs i no need to see her.. but the bad thing is.. shes coming with me.... to korea!

ahh.. korea.. i don really like the 1-1 korean family thing.. COMMUNICATION problem!! yes i'm not a korean.. stop saying i look like one.. if i'm a korean.. then sandy and yilin would be some SUPER korean.. cause their eyes is smaller than mine O.O!!

i only noe 3 korean phrase(?) an-yeong-ha-sayeo= hello kam-sa-ha-mi-ta = thank you chey-so-ha-mi-ta= excuse me confirm plus garuantee have communication problem

there was a briefing for the trip.. yusof ishak joining us for the trip.. they are better the IJ girls.. ALOT better..

theres like this 3 girls(we were playing games)
lj: wats ur name
(i can't rmb their names)
1st girl: -something-
2nd girl: - something-
3rd girl: -something-
lj: oh.. i'm li jing.. (to joyce) i forgot their names alr..

lol! not even 5 secs later i forget alr.. why? cause their name sounds alike.. why? cause 2 of the are twins and one of them is their cousin - -''

today.. BC-ed.. went to the room.. they were playing some games.. when i go in.. they quickly pulled me to play.. - -'' i was like huh? lol.. i don even noe wat they playing..

then had to do this report thing.. for or against genetic engineering.. me and louise(i always thought her name was spelled as louis) went for against cause easier..

suppose to give 3 reasons.. then all our reasons almost the same.. XD lols.. don care lar.. then we get to clone some mice.. really cool.. and cute..
http://learn.genetics.utah.edu/units/cloning/

thats all =)

Peace Out Home Dawg!
10:16 PM




Wednesday, May 14, 2008

crappy results.. passed all and failed 2.. as u all know.. physics and E.maths..yup.. E not A.. and bloody hell!!! i passed my A.maths!! 30/60 XD

happy!! but.. theres one more subject.. chinese.. miss nah marking it very slowly.. just hope i will do well..

inter-class soccer yesterday!!
coach made a BIG fuss over it.. afriad that we'll break our legs or sprain our ankle.. siao ah.. then.. we convinced mr chong to let us play =) thank you! XD

then.. i kept thinking.. wha.. soccer alr make a big fuss.. OBS how?! then pulled shermaine along with me to tell mr lai.. told him that coach don't allow us to go for OBS.. then later kick us out of the sch team..

BUT.. before i signed up for OBS i DID think carefully about it u know.. act i've been thinking since the beginning of the yr alr..

u see in a team we need 3 main shooter and 1 reserve.. the 2 NTY shooters confirm in.. amanda and ai ting.. then left with me and wei ying 'fighting'for the 3 place.. our scores are very close.. and she's always ahead of me by merely a few points..just that the last shoot she wasn't in her best form.. BUT.. most of the time she's ahead of me but that few points worth alot leah..

so i did give a serious consider.. wat are the chances of me shooting in the nationals? 45%? perharps.. then if i'm the reserves then i just wasted my chance for going to a once-in-a-life-time camp.. and not many ppl is able to go for it..
and if i happen to shoot in the nationals and wei ying is the reserves.. then i will not regret not going for OBS.. BUT the chances are low.. and any ppl with small eyes(but bigger than urs) like me.. will surely take the once-in-a-life-time chance wat right?
so ya.. i DID give a serious consisder okay!!! XD

k back to interclass soccer.. girls won 2nd the finals was a very close one.. faith class winning by 1 goal.. we tied the game at first and we had to kick over 10 penalty shots in order to determine the winner.. lOls..

and i think my dream of going to hawaii is going to burst.. ya that bubble of dreams?! firstly its cost 3.5k, secondly its too expensive.. thirdly the 1st and 2nd points are the same..

then victoria proposed going to australia.. which is alright!! we don mind hawaii-->australia then the whole class we talking bout wat we're going to do in aust and the places we're going to go.. HAPPILY..

suddenly.. the organisers say going to SARAWRAK is a better choice.. i'm like where the hack is sarawrak.. i can't even spell it properly.. suddenly they say.. malaysia..
oh.. malaysia.. no wait.. MALAYSIA.. wha.. next door nia.. go for wat sia.. like wth la..
hawaii-->australia--> SARAWRAK Malaysia
happily tell ppl we going Hawaii.. change to aust still okay.. then Malaysia.. wha.. very lau kuay leah.. lols
but if going sarawrak i don think i'll be going.. i rather go some other parts of Malaysia and go underwater diving with my cous.. so much fun-er

and today.. is like so lOl.. CME laugh until i can die.. lols.. then.. when we going for maths that time.. we were going down the steps then joey infront of me.. suddenly ji xin like 'running' down the steps.. then so wet somemore..
lj: don't fall down
at the corner of my eyes.. i saw joey fallin down!! lOls
the way she fall is like.. knee down one.. then everyone we stop there.. lols.. blocking the way.. turn behind.. the whole class there XD.. damn funny la.. laugh until.. lOl..XD

after sch go eat carrot cake! but i ate char keow tiao instead.. very nice leah~
chat about something CONFIDENTIAL..

Peace Out Home Dawg!
6:08 PM




Monday, May 12, 2008

fishes!
can't believe.. that i bloody failed my FIRST sci paper in my entire life.. i'm such a failure.. and i feel so de mo mo lise.. however u spell that word..
thx:
mehh mehh for trying so hard to cheer me up..
and mrs chin telling me to feel so de mo mo lise..and said that this paper is harder than O'lvls(yay?)

BUT.. i still feel that way..

on the bright(??) side.. i passed my geog.. for the first big test.. i passed.. yay? i've been failing since sec 1.. so its a good thing?

fatty man didnt' come.. so another fatty man took over him.. the only that look like mr brian koh.. wait.. that guy is also mr koh..

er.. haven tell my mom that i failed my physics yet.. wait until get back paper than plan a way to tell her..

i felt so cramp inside.. and i vented my anger on my precious guitar..
  1. blasting my amp to the max(master vol, gain,bass,treble,middle<-- distortionS )
  2. and com amp.. love like winter
  3. now i'm feeling happy.. cause i found the right tabs..
  4. and now.. i can play love like winter..
  5. cause i rmb the tabs alr..
  6. i just need to perfect it..
  7. "D

couz birthday today.. "D

gonna eat at some Italian restaurant.. cheeese.. now i need to find wat to wear..


Peace Out Home Dawg!
4:52 PM




Sunday, May 11, 2008

happy momma's day to all momma
(shi shang zhi you ma ma hao?)

omg i can't believe that its only 10 days to korea.. no wonder i feel so excited.. XD

but.. we haven got the details yet.. like wat time's our flight.. which airline we're taking.. i really hope its a midnight flight.. sooo fun.. like last yr when we're going to kunming.. i really hate morning flight..like last last yr when we're going to kunming..

i'm soo soooo looking forward to it..

went to the usual reunion dinner at grandma's hse.. and while eating there's a moth flying around.. and couz was saying 'ah gong hui lai liao!!' lols.. wth!

i wanna get a acoustic guitar.. a gibson.lespaul..i saving up u know!

Peace Out Home Dawg!
10:27 PM




Saturday, May 10, 2008

woots! exams are over!!
pure physics + Additional maths = pure additional killer papers

ni ways.. after amaths went to j8 to change and mrt-ed to cityhall and there was this guy that keeps shaking his head for no reasons? lols..

and sorry for making u guys wait for me for sooo long.. saw them the min i step out of the mrt.. and they said they were cam whoring.. lols..

then we went bugis! to look for their bf shirt.. er.. i wasn't very energetic? thx to my stomach.. its jamming inside me..

so after walking round bugis v we bought ourselves a ring!

then after that went to marina sq and had ate sakae sushi.. soft shell crabs, salmon, sushi, and lotsa other stuffs.. lols.. then the place very cold.. so very went off to the toilet.. and the fan was even colder - -''

walked around marina sq.. and there was this circular thing in the middle.. then everyone was like JOYCE!

i bought a pair of jeans.. =) yay? bringing it to korea mayb..

then far east! walked around looking for their bf shirts.. and joyce's pullover jacket.. i forgot whether i bought my jacket frm far east or marina sq..

then then.. walk walk walk.. walk finished alr.. we decided to go back to j8 by bus.. and there was this weird guy.. sitting by the edge of the road.. screaming away.. and hitting himself.. lols! damn scary luh.. oh and we saw wei ting and valerie at the bus stop..

when we reach j8 they want to buy booobble tea, then my mum called me wanting me to go home.. i went off telling joyce..

been long since i uploaded pics!

ka ni na bei!!


once again i swear my eyes are open!


lol.. i was trying out the jeans.. then they suddenly say wan take photo XD


yay!!

today!
bc-ed just now.. talking bout DNA genetic cloning.. and sandy didn't come! wth..
had this debate thing whether ppl should have the genetic splicing treatment to stop genetic diseases from passing down frm generations to generations..


going out later.. woots! cause its my mom's bird day.. XD






it was mr hu's last day yesterday.. sad! he was so nice?(but mrs lim better =X) gave us sweet while we were having our a/maths paper.. lol.. he gave sandy too.. cause she every time come to geog class.. wrote smt on the board: 'something something may god bless you and see u in st. andrews'

lols.. he's gonna teach at st.andrews.. the jc i wanna go.. BUT.. i doubt i can go now.. =)

Peace Out Home Dawg!
4:30 PM




Monday, May 05, 2008

chi today.. nth much.. i left 1 question halfdone..cause donnoe wat to write.. i fin the paper quite fast.. 20mins before the paper end.. looked around.. O.O! everyone like.. still writing like they doing SS like that.. lols.. then i very scared.. keep checking if i missed anything.. but don have leah..

then i started stoning at the clock.. awhile later sophie and abigail finish alr.. but i still see joey writing and writing.. and at the corner of my eye.. elsa too was writing so much.. lols.. then i don care alr la..

after the paper.. go see mrs lim.. i have to pay 625$ - -'' then alicia and sharine only need to pay 10$! - -''

er.. this week is going to be really busy.. all the difficult papers.. - -''
geog.phys.chem.geog.e.maths. A.MATHS!

so will be busy studying..and practising the 3 new songs tnkkb will be playing =)

Peace Out Home Dawg!
6:46 PM




Friday, May 02, 2008

history!
er.. thank god i focused more on studying that mean guy,stalin yesterday..
cause.. wat on earth is self-determination?! because of that i ditched question 1..

at least i managed to have 1 min left after the question is done.. i was debating to myself(wth?!) whether with question to take.. i decided on the 2nd one of course.. write... stone... write...stone... write.. stone..

and i wasn't even thinking when i'm stoning..
me:(to myself) OI! focus on the paper la goon!

if not for me.. i'll be still stoning away until the paper ends and not realising what have happened..

i have no idea wat i've just said.. i die-ed

i've been listening to same 3 songs over and over again for the pass.. er.. my maths is bad.. er.. 8 hrs.. insanity.. somehow.. the songs just flew into my head.. and i went to download the song.. and listen until now - -''

studied chem just now.. i'm soooooo hardworking.. =) so proud of myself.."D

A strong man CARES for himself.. BUT.. a stronger man STANDS up for other "D

Peace Out Home Dawg!
7:34 PM






Verse

2009 Resolution!
Get into college
Do well in academics(3 As for olvls?)
L1R5 15. Be multi-linguistic
Be consistent in my shooting scores
Hit 380
Diving Course.. Anyone interested?
Get back to piano
Part-time job after Olvls
Tab "Angel","Superhuman","YTS" by ear.
Wants
Macbook pro!
Get tanner
Classical guitar
Electric guitar
New acoustic guitar
Ukulele
Cajon
Play the guitar even better
Learn to play the Saxophone
Get a driving license
Get a diving license
A bigger room
That headphone
Have more dicipline
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Chorus



Bridge

2 Peace
Abigail
Alicia
Amanda
Bryan
Cheryl
Clarissa
Char
Chin teck
Darren
Daniel
DISCtractors
Geraint
Gladys
Gracia
Gabriel
Huai ying
Iqa
Joyce
Joey
Jun hao
Kwan ling
Kar pak
Lorraine
Louis
Lyon
Melissa(mehh)
Melissa(jiang)
Renee
Roy
Sandy
Shermaine
Shooting club
Social Studies Buddy
Stacia
Suan zee
Vickie.1
Vickie.2
Wei ying
Xia ping
Yeelin
Xue wen



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