i really should be doing ss now, but doing SBQ without motivation is really CMI. but thats not the point for today..

had tuition in the morning and watched a movie after that..  its called The "H" file a korean movie about a perverted killer..

ok anws went off to sim ming ave to "shao mu" everything was done in a rush.. and it was raining pigs and cows making things more difficult for us. by the time everything was done it was alr 4 my pants was drenched and i'm suppose to reach safra by 4.10.. there was a SSA monthly.. so rushed home to change and dry myself with mom driving me around since sis's bf got into an accident with her car..

so it was rush rush rush again.. getting suited up registering dah dee dah.. TRIED settling myself down and TRIED to concentrate.. but sadly i cant with so many things in my mind that wasnt supposed to be inside.. so the score was expected.. 382.. didnt even wait for the score to come out before going off but coach had to sms me the scores.. great..

shit.. i'm so disappointed with myself.. i cant do the right thing at the right time.. like now its 11.13pm now and i'm still blogging when i'm supposed to do my SS.. great! just great! arh! i need to manage my time better.. seriously!

cant wait for the nationals to be over.. and 1 part of my many heavy burdens would be lifted off my shoulders.. how i wish someone is able to help me.. arh!!

2009 Resolution!
Get into college
Do well in academics(3 As for olvls?)
L1R5 15. Be multi-linguistic
Be consistent in my shooting scores
Hit 380
Diving Course.. Anyone interested?
Get back to piano
Part-time job after Olvls
Tab "Angel","Superhuman","YTS" by ear.
Wants
Macbook pro!
Get tanner
Classical guitar
Electric guitar
New acoustic guitar
Ukulele
Cajon
Play the guitar even better
Learn to play the Saxophone
Get a driving license
Get a diving license
A bigger room
That headphone
Have more dicipline
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