Monday, January 26, 2009
mood: BAD
before i go on.. i just watched the
dvd that
godfrey sent me.. guess what.. its "
ryan and
sean not so excellent adventure"
yay!! but know what? the movie's disappointing.. there's no exactly storyline and if you do not know who the
nigahiga team is.. you will just sleep through the entire movie.. just like twilight..
moving on..
why do i always do things on impulse?
guess what i got a
kebaya today because it caught my attention and so i bought it =)
its cost like a hundred bucks.. but its nice though "D
and now mom's forcing me to wear it
tmr.. for
hse visiting.. with the sarong on..
i'm like WHAT THE..
i'm like her barbie doll and she's enjoying herself
soo much to dress me up.. getting me to do in and out of the
kebaya like umpteen times..
argh!
and can you imagine how difficult it is to wear a sarong and when you go to the toilet.. yea? just... *imagine..*
anyways..
happy lunar new year guys.. its feels really dead this year because.. i
donno why.. financial crisis perhaps?
had the annual reunion dinner yesterday.. and.. er.. it was at a
tze char restaurant - -'' not the
uaual hotel-restaurant that we usually go to for the past 15 years of my live i suppose.. and
theres only 3 dishes.. yes you read it.. three..
1st
low
hei2
ndBuldda-jump-over-the-wall
3rd
a stupid fish
i'm not whining but.. if
thats the case i rather eat steamboat.. which is
soo much better.. more warmly.. family bonding kinda thing.. but i got to say the
Buldda(?) thing was really filling..
ok i just cursed my darn phone cause it farted 3 times in a row..
now the un-related to new year part... read it if you want to.. i'm just writing it down to release all the hot.. boiling-energy-blood-thing building up in me..I'M
FRIGGIN SICK,TIRED AND DISGUSTED BY
PPL WHO TELLS ME WHAT TO DO EVERY TIME!! AND
PPL WHO POKE THEIR BIG ASS NOSE INTO MY BUSINESS EVERY TIME!
ARGH!!
IF THE ABOVE DESCRIPTIONS SUITS AND FITS YOU, LIKE YOU'RE BORN WITH IT.. I DESPISED YOU!!
i know its a new lunar new year and i shouldn't be in a bad mood.. if not
i'll be in a bad mood for the entire year.. BUT!! guess what!?
i
am
not
frigginstupid-
ditious..
my current mood have nth to do with my mom..
case 1:
dont you guys just get sick of other
ppl telling you what to you..
"oh..no you should do this"
"oh you just should do that"
i get some random
ppl email-
ing me that i should do the cover of xxx because its famous in order to rise my views and subscriber no.
but you know what.. i
dont friggin care how many subscribers
i've got even if its just my friends who subscribes to me.. i do songs that i like.. i can relate to.. not to gain popularity or to earn and extra dollar..
because in that case i feel manufactured.. its feels like i like what
i'm doing because
i'm gaining some wealth or fame out of it.. which is so not true..
its exactly like writing a song.. like i did.. i was tired of going to sch everyday during the hols and sick of being stuck at home.. i turned to express myself with music and the inspiration just come straight away.. i completed the song in like 30
mins(+ lyrics)
but hey
thats not the point.. yea i know i can just rant like what
i'm doing now (with regards to the song) but i didn't because i want to learn expressing myself with music that i create.. get the darn idea now?!
case 2:
on a second thought..
i'm not going to talk about case 2 here.. because that will really affect that person
i'm talking about(and it'll be really obvious who she/he will be once that
i've mentioned).. but in
anycase.. what
i'm doing now.. does not
friggin concern you.. get it? "AND STOP GOING LIKE ITS ALL FOR YOUR OWN GOOD.."
well.. you know what.. just rip off your freaking big ass nose right out of my darn
business..
i am feeling so much better now..
ps. if i collect 500 bucks and above..
i'm gonna get an
itouch =)
pps. even if i
dont get enough
eg(499$) i will still but it..
ppps. or i might just gamble my way up to 500$..
pppps. if in any case that i might start losing money..
i'm calling for the SOS "D
ppppps. just ignore the last
pppps. because
i'm getting a
lil high from all this ranting..
good luck if you're gambling
tmr.. wish me luck too!
Peace Out Home Dawg!
12:21 AM